Is respect such a hard thing to understand? I mean really, it isn't that hard.
I have had my concerns about the house I am living in this year at uni pretty much since we signed the tennancy agreement. So not a great start. Since then it has been one knock after another with the house mates (who will remain nameless).
I feel so unwanted.
Last night we went out for a meal at a pub. They know that pubs make me feel uncomfortable, all the smoking and drinking, but I guess my edge is too much for them to understand. So I came home early. This isn't the first time I have left them at a pub, and I am sure it wont be the last.
So they both came in making so much noise, it was unreal. I mean, I can understand them making some noise, but the fact that they made enough noise to wake me up, and keep me up was just too much. I honestly wish my room was sound proof!
What gets me though, is if they were out late one night, and the next morning I was making a lot of noise, they would complain like hell! But the second I ask them to keep the noise down they get all pissy about it.
The unwanted feeling came back again today when I went to get my washing out of the machine. Both of them were downstairs, laughing and joking and then they both went silent when I went down stair. They were silent whilst I was down there and then the laughing and joking continued the secong my bedroom door closed.
I have no hopes for this year at uni, none what so ever. I just want uni to hurry up and start so it can finish. I'm just glad I am filling up as much of my free time as I can.
I have had my concerns about the house I am living in this year at uni pretty much since we signed the tennancy agreement. So not a great start. Since then it has been one knock after another with the house mates (who will remain nameless).
I feel so unwanted.
Last night we went out for a meal at a pub. They know that pubs make me feel uncomfortable, all the smoking and drinking, but I guess my edge is too much for them to understand. So I came home early. This isn't the first time I have left them at a pub, and I am sure it wont be the last.
So they both came in making so much noise, it was unreal. I mean, I can understand them making some noise, but the fact that they made enough noise to wake me up, and keep me up was just too much. I honestly wish my room was sound proof!
What gets me though, is if they were out late one night, and the next morning I was making a lot of noise, they would complain like hell! But the second I ask them to keep the noise down they get all pissy about it.
The unwanted feeling came back again today when I went to get my washing out of the machine. Both of them were downstairs, laughing and joking and then they both went silent when I went down stair. They were silent whilst I was down there and then the laughing and joking continued the secong my bedroom door closed.
I have no hopes for this year at uni, none what so ever. I just want uni to hurry up and start so it can finish. I'm just glad I am filling up as much of my free time as I can.
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